[ Which is all she can say at first, really. It's not that she doesn't know that's the case. In fact, Rosie's been trying to make more of an effort to recognize how much she means to others here rather than only thinking of herself.
So, it's nice to be reminded. ]
no, that's probably kind of the push I need, actually I don't want to make you sad about it or anything!! I guess I'm also just hhmmmm
I'm used to things just being a certain way and not really thinking I can fight for more or different, I guess
well, in my experience the world is crazy and there's a lot of people who take what they want and you should take control of your own life and keep living and make more demands especially when they're making you take on this job you didn't even ask to do of representing your universe
Charlie did used to give me an allowance... I usually just ended up spending it on, like, clothes and new records though mostly I wasn't really paid in the traditional sense either my payment was being safe and having a place, basically
[ Which was a good enough deal for her, at the time. ]
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hasitsthorns) wrote2024-07-02 12:16 pm
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but she is nice
normally i wouldn't push anyone but i don't want you to go back to your world and die?
does it help to think that you're asking her for me too?
or is that guilt tripping
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[ Which is all she can say at first, really. It's not that she doesn't know that's the case. In fact, Rosie's been trying to make more of an effort to recognize how much she means to others here rather than only thinking of herself.
So, it's nice to be reminded. ]
no, that's
probably kind of the push I need, actually
I don't want to make you sad about it or anything!!
I guess I'm also just
hhmmmm
I'm used to things just being a certain way
and not really thinking I can fight for more or different, I guess
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and you should take control of your own life and keep living
and make more demands
especially when they're making you take on this job you didn't even ask to do of representing your universe
you should ask aurora for a pension to live off
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okay that's fair!!!
I'm not used to taking what I want, I guess
I mean
in some ways
with boys, I almost always went for it when I wanted them
until here?
but that's
not the point
ANYWAY
I'll work on it
I don't know about a pension, but I guess I could ask for more than just a dog eventually
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an allowance??
they're the same thing
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I usually just ended up spending it on, like, clothes and new records though mostly
I wasn't really paid in the traditional sense either
my payment was being safe and having a place, basically
[ Which was a good enough deal for her, at the time. ]
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if someone else stayed back, do you think they should get an allowance to get nice things?
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yes?
like, even if they aren't participating they may have in other ways or, like
are contributing how they can
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so we both agree you deserve an allowance to get nice things once in a while
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what
no
I mean
yeah, but also???
hey!!!